Wolfrunner6996

So I figured I'd update my life story again...
Wait, does anyone actually read these??? LOL I kinda doubt it. 
In June, we (Brandon and Myself) moved to Anchorage Alaska. It has been the single BEST move I ever could have made. I found a job within 2 weeks of moving here, and landed myself a full time HR Assistant gig at Ravn Airlines, a Alaska only airline. 
LIFE. IS. GOING. WONDERFULLY!!!!!!!!!
I've never been more in love with Brandon. He's my rock whenever things get hard, as I am for him when things get tough.
I've never been so well treated in my life by any man. I look forward to my evenings with him. He's simply a godsend to me.
I love my job, it's perfect for my skill set. And above all, I LOVE Alaska. Never have I lived in such a beautiful place surrounded by mountains. People here are awesome, everything is great!!
Did I mention I love my life???
Hope everyone else is happy too!!

Figured I'd update my journal again! Loads has happened since my last update.
I have alot more drawings I'm hoping to upload very soon. I finished the entire rainbow spectrum of butterflies and moths, but being without a scanner and computer hampers my uploading ability for the time being.
The big news is, I'm living in San Diego now! I just located a job, and I'm very very happy living here. Things weren't working out with my ex husband unfortunately, and I had been miserable for a very long time. So being free and in love again with someone who supports me and actually wants to be an active partner in my life is beyond exhilarating.
I deactivated my Facebook in December, due to ex drama... but I plan on getting back to it soon after the dust settles. I am regularly posting to my Instagram however, including sketch progression and general fun pictures. Look for me on there if you want the most recent things I've done.
That's all for now. Hopefully this journal finds everyone in a happy place, just like I am!

So talking with my fellow artist cousin has brought about a furious bout of drawing sessions. I need to get his ass on this site, actually. 
I've drawn more in the last 2 weeks then I've drawn in years. It's been freaking wonderful!!! 
I'll try to post a few of the better ones when I have time. 
Life is pretty great so far. Just drawing, working and living the dream of working and drawing!! lol I'll post again soon. 

I just didn't want my last journal entry to be the one on my page..I was full of angst and other unpleasant things.
I'm still not 100%, and I won't be for a long while...but I'm doing my best to be as positive as possible. 
I've been watching alot of old anime's, like Card Captors and Sailor Moon.. kinda nice to remember simpler times. I need more inspiration to draw though.. 
I guess that's it. Thanks for caring enough to read.

2014 really hasn't been that great. It really hasn't.
I lost my first grandfather, Evon Evanoff Sr. on 1/28/2014.
I'm still pretty sad about it, but life groans on no matter who you lose or what happens, right?
I'd just finally gotten over this death, only to lose my other Grandfather, Eli Gingerich on 7/24/2014. 
Not really sure what's worse.. knowing I could have seen Grandpa Eli the weekend before, and not doing it... or the knowledge that I can't go see him at all anymore.
I'll be honest.. both hurt me more then I can possibly express.
Lost opportunities, Regrets... weigh very heavy on my heart, and I can't seem to cry enough tears to fill the void. 

Call me emo, or whatever. Fuck you if you do. but I mourn... and it feels like a poison, eating me from the insides. 

And to anyone wondering why I rarely post journals here, I mostly use my Facebook to vocalize my day to day happenings.. and I didn't want to post this sort of angst there.
It's a more private kind of posting... just somewhere for me to put down my many more volitional frustrations and grievances lately. 

I hope 2014 gets better... cause it really couldn't get much worse. 


and a side note.. to anyone with older family they haven't seen in ages...
Go see them. You never know when the next "next time" will be the "last time"... and trust me. You don't ever want the last time to come. Appreciate them now, while they are here.. cause you just never know when they'll be gone.